Long story short, I am scared and feel ill-prepared about two more 300-level classes - they are hard and deal with concepts I have struggled with in the past. I don't want to mess up and fail both those classes two times *each*, eventually being kicked out of my degree. Otherwise, I am not stressed out over anything else - I only need to complete my 400-levels.
I only need ~30 credits left to graduate. I have dealt with anxiety (I lost my period for 1 month, had a little bit of alopecia, talked to myself in my sleep for 1 month, stopped eating for 1 month, and was bed-ridden/lethargic for 1-2 months of summer), tears, and struggling/repeating multiple courses ever since I started this major; starting over with a new degree is a financial burden. I am ashamed - I am scared I cannot finish my degree, and everyone else around me is finishing a degree they are capable of handling.
-- Scared, regretful electrical engineering student (why did I stick it out for this long?)
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